To bewilder the brilliant,

To walk with the cripple,

To see through blinded eyes,

To speak unheard words,

May you guide me through this tunnel?

I just wanted to let you know how much I love you. I’m crazy in love with you, sweetheart. Even though this may sound naive, I really want to marry you. You. are. my. soul. mate. :] I love you so much. Till this day, you still manage to make my heart skip. 1 year, and almost 2 months, and I’m still deeply in love with you. ,3 I love you so much, Dao Nguyen. Don’t ever leave me, sweetheart. I’ve always wanted someone I can be silly, and goofy with. I’m so comfortable with you. I don’t need to watch what I say, because I know you wouldn’t get mad. Babe? You’re my bestfriend. Other people envy what we have, this relationship is amazing. Even though we have our ups and downs, we still manage to overcome them no matter what. My lover, and my friend. Babe? 417 days down, infinity to go. :] I love you, with all my heart and soul. ,3

Goodnight, sweetheart. Sleep tight. I’ll be right here when you wake up. :j

rawr

Don’t look at me and think you know me.

Don’t look at me and assume that I’m a bad person.

Don’t look at me like you already got me figured out.
Because honestly, you have no idea.

<3

I haven’t been able to keep my life together. I tell people I’m okay. I break down, I become so selfish, I am abusing the privileges that I have, and I just don’t know when to stop. I’m overwhelmed with sadness and anger. I have so much anger in myself. I’m scared I’ll do something I regret. I’m scared to become someone I can’t control. I don’t want this life anymore. I want everything to be normal again.

Addictions are hard for people to overcome.